So I found out yesterday that Oscar’s father has changed his phone number so that none of us can contact him.
He hasn’t met his son, literally just abandoned me a week before Oscar was born & not heard from him since. He knows he’s been born. We’ve all tried contacting his other family members but to no avail. Disgusting behaviour really but we’re better off without their toxicity!
Tonight I’m going out for a few hours with a guy I’ve been seeing for a few months for his mums birthday! It’s also going to be the first time we’ll be having sex. It’s been anticipated for so long & I’m scared 😂
My mum & step dad are coming round to babysit whilst we’re out. I’ve been expressing bottles all week so they’ll have enough. Hopefully Oscar will let me have a bath today so I can shave & stuff!
I’ll let you all know how it goes! Wish me luck 😂
Peace out ✌🏼
If I can do it, anyone can! 